getting anxious

yesterday kind of slipped by without me really knowing what was going on. I read in a book once on what the author called flow. Flow is something you get when you are doing something and hours pass before you realize that hours have been passing. I can say that of course having fun will do that to you but there is some parallel between the two. The notion is is that you find the activities that give you the most "flow" and try to incorporate that into your daily life.

there are always those impractical things like searching through all of chicago's scene pictures (but) i did find a photo of these cute girls which inspired me to go to Pura Family corner store and buy a box of brown black hair dye and a cup of cookies and cream ice cream. after getting nasty, i made plans to lay on the river with a bottle of wine, followed by 25 cent snacks coming my my way.

to follow up

im still staying at the loft and i went to see the up stairs neighbors apartment. they had this marc jacobs ad on their fridge and i thought "oh yeah,i really liked that ad" without really realizing who it was at first, i figured it out and thought, " i was the last person to know that that cute guy was harmony korine" i watched all of his movies when i was younger and glad that i did then because honestly they are a little much, but amazing.

at 23 he made some weirdo films and a book that you can spend some money on if your really interested.